Monday, December 29, 2008

God's plan

Sometimes, we thought we know how to go for the right way...

Sometimes, we thought we can achieve our goals in the way we planned...

However, if we are willing to be more humble and allow God to carry out His plan...

we will always found that God make things work in a way that's unbelievable...

that's a much much better plan that our planned way...




Before this sem coming, I was having some hard time...

However, surprisingly, God have prepared a very good friend to be by my side and giving me the strength, reminding me...

God know how to console me...because He know everything and every single one of us...

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

myself

ppl say: just be urself

but anyone ever think of what is "urself" or i should say what is "myself"?

anyone really understand who is him or herself??



then, if don't know what is 'myself', how to be 'myself'?

Monday, December 22, 2008

give n take

When u feel that it's difficult for u to get somethg from others, try to give

Maybe that'll be the way for u to get what u want...

Initializing my 2nd sem

2nd semester starts tomorrow...

How will it be like?? Just the way it should be...

Monday, December 08, 2008

休息,是为什么?

休息是为了走更远的路?

放假了两个星期,也沉淀了十四天

做了该做的事

吃了该吃的东西

找了该找的人

思考了该思考的事



休息,原来不只是为了走更远的路

休息,原来可以让人走更远、更正确的路




当一条路,你走到累,走到不知道终点的时候,休息吧

好好休息,重新了解

也许那条路在哪你走错了分岔路

休息时的反思至少让你不会一错再错

重新找到终点,然后找个正确的分岔路走回去




休息,原来不只是为了走更远的路

休息,原来可以让人走更远、更正确的路

Monday, November 17, 2008

Being nice to others

Being nice to others means u have prepared for being hurt

Being nice to others doesn't means that they will be nice to u

Being nice to others means u have to give more

Being nice to others doesn't means that they will appreciate what u have done

HOWEVER

Being nice to others is being blessings to others

Being nice to others so that others can be blessings to another others

Blessings pass from one to the other but never fade out but it grows in quality n quantity...




We never know the person we treat as our best friend treats us as his best friend unless he shows with deed...

However, if the person does not treat us as his best friend, being nice, giving blessings does not make us lose anythg...

The blessings will pass around n grow in quality n quantity before it returns to us

Giving is a way of Gaining

Most importantly, God's blessings to us are abundant for us to give even more n more to others...


BLESS OTHERS TO BE BLESSED

Monday, November 10, 2008

the OPPOSITE of or the ABSENCE of...

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .


Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor : So, you Believe in GOD ?

Student : Absolutely, sir.

Professor : Is GOD Good ?

Student : Sure.

Professor : Is GOD ALL -POWERFUL ?

Student : Yes.

Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?


(Student was silent )


Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella.

Is GOD Good?

Student : Yes.

Professor : Is Satan good ?

Student : No.

Professor : Where does Satan come from ?

Student : From . . . GOD . . .

Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?

Student : Yes.

Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?

Student : Yes.

Professor : So who created evil ?


(Student did not answer)


Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness?

All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor : So, who Created them ?


(Student had no answer)


Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you.

Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?

Student : No, sir.

Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?

Student : No , sir.

Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD?

Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?

Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.

Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?

Student : Yes.

Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist.

What do you say to that, son?

Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.

Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.



Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?

Professor : Yes.

Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?

Professor : Yes.

Student : No, sir. There isn't.


(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )


Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat.

But we don't have anything called Cold.

We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as Cold.

Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.

We cannot Measure Cold. Heat is Energy.

Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.


(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )


Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?

Professor: Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?

Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something.

You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . .

But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it?

In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?

Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?

Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.

Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?

Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality.

You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD.

You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure.

Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.

To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing. Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it.

Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?

Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?


(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going )


Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor, Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?

Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?


(The Class was in Uproar )


Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?


(The Class broke out into Laughter)


Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . . No one appears to have done so.

So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir.

With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?


(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at theStudent, his face unfathomable)


Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.

Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly !

The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.

That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.





NB:I believe you have enjoyed the Conversation . . . and if so .. . You'll probably want your Friends / Colleagues to enjoy the same . . . won't you? Forward them to Increase their Knowledge . . . or FAITH. That student was Albert Einstein.

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

How to make sense of the world < a meaningful short story...>


A father wanted to read his magazine,
but was being bothered by his little
daughter, Susie.

Finally, he tore out a page of the magazine,
on which was
printed the map of the world.

Tearing it into small pieces, he gave it to Susie,
and said,
"Go into the other room and
see if you can put this together."




After a few minutes, Susie returned
and handed him the map correctly fitted together.

The father was very surprised
and asked how she had finished so quickly.

"Oh", she said, "on the other side of the paper
is a picture of Jesus.
When I got Jesus in His place,
then the world came out all right."

Thursday, October 23, 2008

祝福

感恩,神晓得什么对我是重要的...

钱包不见,
文件只需要去重新申报,没什么...
钱财,不是万能,不管它...
神特别的安排让我的guitar pick没有和钱包一起遗失,
它是我这些年用来事奉的伙伴...

数学笔记不见,
虽然有讲师的softcopy笔记,可是里面还有其他额外的资料,是我去找的...
祷告了几天,以为找不到了...
感恩,神让我再次找回...
不是笔记重要,而是我的心思...

感恩,祂知道什么对我才是重要的,祂为我来选择安排...

生命也一样,有时祂会让我们失去一些来帮助我们看见什么是重要...
有时祂会拿走一些,为了让我们专注在重要的事...

赏赐的是耶和华,收取的也是耶和华。<伯一:21>

Monday, October 06, 2008

假期。。。

刚结束了一星期的假期,一个充实的假期

在这个星期,看见更多
在这个星期,学习更多
在这个星期,了解更多
在这个星期,认识更多
在这个星期,得着更多

感谢神

Saturday, October 04, 2008

The Pastor and his son

A good reminder of God's Love.

Every Sunday afternoon, after the morning service at the church, the Pastor and his eleven year old son would go out into their town and hand out Gospel Tracts.

This particular Sunday afternoon, as it came time for the Pastor and his son to go to the streets with
their tracts, it was very cold outside, as well as pouring down rain. The boy bundled up in his warmest and driest clothes and said, 'OK, dad, I'm ready.'

His Pastor dad asked, 'Ready for what?'

'Dad, it's time we gather our tracts together and go out.' Dad responds, 'Son, it's very cold outside and it's pouring down rain.'

The boy gives his dad a surprised look, asking, 'But Dad, aren't people still going to Hell, even though it's raining?'

Dad answers, 'Son, I am not going out in this weather.' Despondently, the boy asks, 'Dad, can I go? Please?'

His father hesitated for a moment then said, 'Son, you can go. Here are the tracts, be careful son.'

'Thanks Dad!'

And with that, he was off and out into the rain. his eleven year old boy walked the streets of the town going door to door and handing everybody he met in the street a Gospel Tract.

After two hours of walking in the rain, he was soaking, bone-chilled wet and down to his VERY LAST TRACT. He stopped on a corner and looked for someone to hand a tract to, but the streets were totally deserted.

Then he turned toward the first home he saw and started up the sidewalk to the front door and rang the door bell. He rang the bell, but nobody answered. He rang it again and again, but still no one answered. He waited but still no answer.

Finally, this eleven year old trooper turned to leave, but something stopped him. Again, he turned to the door and rang the bell and knocked loudly on the door with his fist. He waited, something holding him there on the front porch! He rang again and this time the door slowly opened. Standing in the doorway was a very sad-looking elderly lady. She softly asked, 'What can I do for you, son?' With radiant eyes and a smile that lit up her world, this little boy said, 'Ma'am, I'm sorry if I disturbed you, but I just want to tell you that *JESUS REALLY DOES LOVE YOU* and I came to give you my very last Gospel Tract which will tell you all about JESUS and His great LOVE.'

With that, he handed her his last tract and turned to leave. She called to him as he departed. 'Thank you, son! And God Bless You!'

Well, the following Sunday morning in church Pastor Dad was in the pulpit. As the service began, he asked, 'Does anybody have any testimony or want to say anything?'

Slowly, in the back row of the church, an elderly lady stood to her feet. As she began to speak, a look of
glorious radiance came from her face, 'No one in this church knows me. I've never been here before. You see, before last Sunday I was not a Christian. My husband passed on some time ago, leaving me totally alone in this world. Last Sunday, being a particularly cold and rainy day, it was even more so in my heart that I came to the end of the line where I no longer had any hope or will to live.

So I took a rope and a chair and ascended the stairway into the attic of my home. I fastened the rope securely to a rafter in the roof, then stood on the chair and fastened the other end of the rope around my neck. Standing on that chair, so lonely and brokenhearted I was about to leap off, when suddenly the loud ringing of my doorbell downstairs startled me. I thought, 'I'll wait a minute, and whoever it is will go away.' I waited and waited, but the ringing doorbell seemed to get louder and more insistent, and then the person ringing also started knocking loudly. I thought to myself again, 'Who on earth
could this be? Nobody ever rings my bell or comes to see me.' I loosened the rope from my neck and started for the front door, all the while the bell rang louder and louder.

When I opened the door and looked I could hardly believe my eyes, for there on my front porch was the most radiant and angelic little boy I had ever seen in my life. His SMILE, oh, I could never describe it to you!
The words that came from his mouth caused my heart that had long been dead, TO LEAP TO LIFE as he exclaimed with a cherub-like voice, 'Ma'am, I just came to tell you that JESUS REALLY DOES LOVE YOU.' Then he gave me this Gospel Tract that I now hold in my hand.

As the little angel disappeared back out into the cold and rain, I closed my door and read slowly every word of this Gospel Tract. Then I went up to my attic to get my rope and chair. I wouldn't be needing them any more.

You see---I am now a Happy Child of the KING. Since the address of your church was on the back of this Gospel Tract, I have come here to personally say THANK YOU to God's little angel who came just in the nick of time and by so doing, spared my soul from an eternity in hell.'

There was not a dry eye in the church. And as shouts of praise and honor to THE KING resounded off the very rafters of the building, Pastor Dad descended from the pulpit to the front pew where the little angel was seated.

He took his son in his arms and sobbed uncontrollably. Probably no church has had a more glorious moment, and probably this universe has never seen a Papa that was more filled with love & honor for his son.... Except for One.

Our Father also allowed His Son to go out into a cold and dark world. He received His Son back with joy unspeakable, and as all of heaven shouted praises and honor to The King, the Father sat His beloved Son on a throne far above all principality and power and every name that is named.

'Faith is the affirmation and the act that bids eternal truth be present fact.'  Coleridge

Just 3 Words

Three things in life that, once gone, never come back -

1. Time
2. Words
3. Opportunity

Three things in life that can destroy a person -

1. Anger
2. Pride
3. Unforgiveness

Three things in life that you should never lose-

1. Hope
2. Peace
3. Honesty

Three things in life that are most valuable -

1. Love
2. Family & Friends
3. Kindness

Three things in life that are never certain -

1. Fortune
2. Success
3. Dreams

Three things that make a person -

1. Commitment
2. Sincerity
3. Hard work

Three things that are truly constant -

Father - Son - Holy Spirit

你不知道神会在什么情况下使用你,学习聆听圣灵的声音...

Monday, September 22, 2008

doubting...



Sometimes, ppl do not doubt others but u urself are the one who doubted urself....

u doubted whether u urself r doing d correct thing...

ppl doubt u from how u act...

u doubt urself by wat ppl do to u...

sometimes, u doubt urself by wat u think ppl is thinking about u...

we always say dun let ppl doubt u n juz do d correct thg...

but d more important is dun let u doubt urself n stop urself from doing d correct thg...

Friday, September 19, 2008

dare?

ppl can easily get carried away by other ppl

ur initial motive can become invisible bcoz of wat everyone else doing

u may refuse to b like them but sometimes sooner or later, u become one of them, doing wat u dun wan n dun like to do....

hold on to ur stand

do wat u should n refuse to do wat u shouldn't

b d free man that can choose to do wat u should instead of wat's terrible but done by everyone else

dare to b d different

Monday, September 15, 2008

愿为主闪亮

我只是浩瀚沙海中的一粒沙,渺小且缺乏,
而主耶穌接納我,深深地疼愛我,領我入主愛之家。

祂溫柔慈愛,溶解了我所有的懮傷,
祂奇妙雙手,細數過我每一根頭髮,
我如此不配,而主慈愛呼喚不曾停下,
我一生一世願為主閃亮。

这是我数年前在少团一个歌唱比赛中和朋友分部合唱的一首歌

再次听到这首歌,回忆再次回来



人,用各种各样的方式让自己觉得重要,觉得没有自己地球无法再转动

尝试各样的方法

但是最后都要面对一个事实,我们是渺小的

没有我们世界照样运作

对宇宙来说我们只是一颗沙

对那比宇宙更大的神,我们何止沙这么小

神却一一监察我们,疼惜我们,要我们不犯罪

为我们,耶稣受难受死

人,为什么,不能好好的事奉?

为什么,不能学习远离罪?

让我们一起加油!(",)

Thursday, September 11, 2008

累<=>需要休息?

累和需要休息是equivalent吗?

累,是一种感受。

我们觉得累,可能其实身体并不需要休息

需要休息,是生理的需求。

身体需要休息时,也许我们并不觉得累



一个人可以过得很忙碌却不觉得累,然而他却需要休息

一个人可以什么事都不做却觉得累,他并不需要休息

累和需要休息,可以同时存在,但不一定同时存在...

轻松

什么是轻松?

轻松是空闲,没事做吗?

没事做就叫做轻松吗?

轻松是能在忙碌的生活中过得自在

在匆促的生活中仍然能享受生活

以喜乐来面对每一天!!(",)

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

考试

今天没有考试的感觉好爽!感觉轻松了...(",)

考试期间,神给了我很大的恩典,祂给我领悟力,让我能够很快地明白,其实对我来说,不是很大的压力。

考试前,仍然继续以祷告来开始我的考试,让我能尽力、冷静、满意、不后悔...

但是,考试那几天仍然还是感到疲惫、压力,不是因为课业

朋友来找我帮忙,帮忙他们明白课业,我尽量帮忙他们...

然而,很多人‘堆积’在我的床位上,真的觉得很疲惫,不是physically, but mentally...

谢谢你们看得起我,谢谢你们的帮忙,也让我更明白...

要继续学习调整自己的情绪,这份功课还没学完,却常常面对它的考试...

Friday, August 29, 2008

第一次


这是我第一次从槟城(槟城/吡叻?从巴里文打出发,应该是从吡叻咯)

还在半路上,期待着终点,却也在意路途的景色

生命亦然,在主里面,我们晓得,也期待那终点,然而,却也体验途中景色

途中可能有垃圾堆,有高山,平原…

如果现在你看到垃圾堆,你要知道当你再走下去,你会看到彩虹,看到旷阔的平原

如果你现在看到彩虹,仍要警醒,预备,因为走下去一定会见到垃圾堆

Saturday, August 23, 2008

A meaningful sharing

MUST SEE: http://www.wretch.cc/blog/lishiyen/20503782

(",)

self-control-自我控制

一个人,最难做的事就是控制自己

一个人,最需要学习的事是控制自己

控制自己的思想,控制自己的想法,控制自己的观念

控制自己的感受,控制自己的心情

从控制一个人的里面来控制一个人的行为


然而,学会控制自己不代表想要控制自己

有的人,学会控制自己,却不去控制自己

有的人,想要控制自己,却学不会控制自己


控制自己是有福的

我们可以行当行的事、不去行不当行的事

我们才能得着真正的自由!

Thursday, August 21, 2008

The Real Strength


这是我刚看到的文章,一个很有意思的文章,愿与大家共勉之(",)

The Real Strength

The strength of a man isn’t seen in the width of his shoulders.
It’s seen in the width of his arms that encircle and protect you.

The strength of a man isn’t in the deep tone of his voice.
It is in the gentle words he whispers.

The strength of a man isn’t in the words he speaks.
It’s in how he keeps his word.

The strength of a man isn’t how many buddies he has.
It’s how good a buddy he is with children.

The strength of a man isn’t in hoe respected he is at work.
It’s in how he is respected at home.

The strength of a man isn’t in how hard he hits.
It’s in how tender he touches.

The strength of a man isn’t in the weight he can lift.
It’s in the burdens he can carry.

改变

人在面对改变时,会有一种抗拒的心理

会担心,会拒绝,会挣扎

但是当人在改变里面的时候,很自然地去接受

会看见改变的好,改变对自己的帮助


前阵子快要进大学时,朋友的日志上都是些伤感的言语

过了一、两个月,各自都对自己的新生活、新体验感到开心,欢然地接受

Saturday, August 02, 2008

OН ΛиΔ Я


2 years ago, i escape from God because of someone...

However He did not leave me...i leave Him but He did not leave me...

Again He leads me back 2 His hug last year...

He give me back d peace n consolation which i lost when i escape from God...He give me back d target 4 me...i know wat's d purpose i go thru all tis thg...i hav d motivation 2 continue doing everythg up 2 my best...
by Рихыд
心灵探索主题曲:你
Verse 1
在迷失中找不着自我
在期望中失去了把握
对前途已经没有那信心
我该如何能再向前行
Verse 2
要对着那一堆的试卷
对生活产生了厌倦
存在我心灵中的空虚
谁来填补我心灵所需
Verse 3
在迷茫中寻找探索你
那一位赐力量的你
让我在此为你来梦想
使我前方有了方向
Chorus
因为你 让我生活有目标
因为你 我朝着标竿勇往直跑
感谢你 让我回到你的怀抱
感谢你 指引我前方
成为我生命中的引导
Bridge
耶稣 是你 就是你牵引着我
你使我对生命的前途有把握
不轻易放弃 不向生命妥协
因我深信耶稣你必与我同行!

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Journey


这里就是我每天都会经过的路,理大最美的路.

一条路,每天来回,可以越来越熟悉

人生这条路,却无法来回走

不要让人生留憾

不要认为能把人或事抓紧,我们都没走过这条路,何不让他/它有更多的可能性? 

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

USM生活

过了一个月,最感觉到的就是时间过得越来越快

第一个星期,觉得时间过得很慢

第二个星期,在期待上课

第三个星期,开始有功课

第四个星期,功课多了,不知不觉就到了周末,又有EE school orientation

第五个星期,已经到了星期三了

这几天下去都会忙碌

白天忙着上课

今晚,中秋的筹委开会,过后有cf

明晚,有family dinner,和我的abang(i.e. direct senior),还有super和hyper abang去吃晚餐

星期五,就在cameron highland到星期日回来

就开始第六个星期,既是我第五个星期的上课周



之前几个星期,我清清闲闲地过,感觉很废

我无法忍受

这星期的忙碌让我觉得充实,觉得满足

期望我在这的生活能在我的行为上、我的学业上,荣耀上帝、见证他

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

布告板


这里将会是我这一年所有活动的提醒所在...
有没有一个告示板提醒我们所当行和不当行的事呢?良心就是我们的告示板...

将来

曾经,我认为将来我会走上献身这条道路,成为一名传道人...

但是,在生活中的看见,让我明白自己前面应该走的道路...

在社会上成为一位成功人士,在众人面前见证神,荣耀神...

这是一条更辛苦,更多诱惑的道路,但是靠着主,我不怕,什么都能做...

God will make a difference in anywhere using me as His tool...

我不会是一个传道人可是我要成为一个在生活中见证神,荣耀神的基督徒,让更多人看见神的作为...


希望那些看到我的部落格的人能为我祷告,让我在这充满引诱、陷阱的世界里站立得稳,不致动摇...

本人暂时的计划:
degree毕业->工作->master->创业

当然,也有可能做教授...

要以生命来影响生命...

相信神必赐福那先求他的国和他的义的人...

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

08.07.08

今天,对那些朋友有点想放下,有一种不同道的感觉

可是,就是这种感觉让我觉得我更该在他们当中成为那一点的不同

我要坚持

当我想要放弃的时候,我想到我当初刚到这的时候,神让我看见的

神让我看见,我要在这个地方张扬他的名,在这个地方成为那小小的芝麻,为这里的人,为我的朋友开启那福音的门,引导他们进去

靠着我自己,我不能做什么;我是软弱的,我是缺乏,我是何等有限

我要靠着神,在这里为他作光作盐,并且作那不失味的盐

软弱,我会有;跌倒,我会有;失败,我会有;放弃,我会想;

但是,靠着神,

坚强,他加添;振作,他扶起;成功,他应许;重新,他带领;

所以我怕什么?我在想什么?

什么都不用怕,不用想,只要求神的国和神的义,这些东西都要加给我了!

07.07.08

顺利与感恩

早上,找了老半天,结果告诉我没上课

到了国文班,结果走错班

走对了班,时间又不合,要换班,就先离席

后来兜来兜去终于把JPA的打印出来了

下午,去照好x-ray后,顺顺利利上完了第一堂的engineering drawing


今天,不顺利吗?现在回想起来好像有一点

可是当时都没专注在那些事上,所以感觉上顺顺利利的过完一天

专注在开心顺利的事,忘记不如意的事,你的生活会活得更开心

选择你想感受的,不好的事就让它烟消云散

生命就是这样,在一切的事里面看见感恩,痛苦就会过去

加油,朋友!

Saturday, July 05, 2008

工作


昨天,碰巧和几个朋友谈起将来工作的事

一个朋友提起,我们engineering学生为什么只是想着去哪间公司做,做什么position...没有想过创业吗?

其实,之前我也有想过这个问题,打工一辈子就是这样子过一辈子吗?

打工不应该是我一辈子所做的,我盼望成为自己的老板

我想过,如果没做lecturer的话,做工几年后开始创业,可是怎样创业,怎样的事业,还在从经验中寻找

在这里,遇到了这群有同样想法的朋友

希望,我们的理想可以实现,也许,我们可以一起创业,一起创造前面的未来

We Lead + Sharing

1/7 We Lead

Hearing that USM have the vision of being the best in the fields, i'm glad that i have the same vision of being the best among the best!

But the problem now is, am i taking the correct course that i should? i just feel reluctant to leave chem.

Anyway, God tells us that He has his will and He'll not put a burden that is too heavy for us to bear.

i remember last time i asked God to give me whatever course that He knows is suitable for me.

Now He gives me this, perhaps this is the road that i should take.

Maybe He wants me combine mechatronic with chemistry...

my Lord, how? only You know the way and only You can lead the way...


i'll follow You wherever You lead.

You lead me and i'll lead the others.














1/7 Share and you'll have a greater success.

That's what i have been thinking of since i was in secondary school.

Now i know that Dr. Rizal has the same idea, i'm happy.

Well, i know my purpose now.

Being the best christian and the best student in USM.

i'll be the best among the best!

1+1

28/6/08
昨天,等了一整天

等飞机,等巴士,等睡觉...

人生就是这样

等出世,等上幼稚园,等上小学,等上中学,等上大学,等恋爱,等结婚,等生子,等老去,等死

等待

你是否等到你要等的呢?

何时你才能等到那样东西,不再等待呢?















29/6/08
原本,以为朋友不好找

结果,朋友就找了不少

虽然,是不多,但是晓得付出真诚,必定会报以真诚

发现,他们不是佛教,就是Bahai

原来,是上帝让我这么容易找到这些朋友

难道,他要我在他们的生命中作什么吗?

可是,我晓得,靠自己不可能做得到

所以,要靠主赐我能力、信心,为他得着这些人的灵魂

因此,求主在他自己的时间里在他们身上成就大事!

最后,要提醒自己只是一个器皿,为他来成就一切

加油,加油,加油!!!

Thursday, June 26, 2008

再见,相会

朋友,兄弟,今天是我大学生涯开始前的最后一个晚上。

再一次,想鼓励大家:一起努力,一起加油!一起成为那荣耀神、造就人的人!

加油!记得我在这里和你们一起努力哦!!(",)

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

不舍

现在,离分离的时间越来越近了

想到要和好朋友分隔两地就很不舍

很想常常找他、很想一起分享、很想一起去做疯狂的事

真的很不舍,虽然知道还有很长的路要走,很多的事要做,还是经不住的想念所有的一切

希望,继续有期望。

Monday, June 16, 2008

Miri Trip

有幸,在分离之前有个集体旅游

虽然人不多,七个,一辆UNSER刚好

4天的旅游,长不长,短不短

曾经,担心会失望,会被忽略,所以祷告

求神让我不会后悔,不会后悔参与了这个trip

感谢神,他应允了我的祷告



他,其实我之前已经觉得能和他成为好朋友,只是缺少了一点东西

这次,真的,我俩在瞬间就成了好朋友

我想,我们之前,所缺乏的,就是一点共同的回忆,共同的经历

我们甚至有一种相见恨晚的感觉

后悔,不会成为我对这个旅程的回忆

前面的旅程,我还需要你们来陪我走过

加油!



分离的时刻将到,但是我们的心不会分开

我们的心会把我们每个人的距离拉近...

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

取代

发现,人在一生中,就是取代别人,然后被别人来取代

当初,我负起这个责任,是因为他已经离开

我以为我能留下我的痕迹

然而,不管我多努力,到最后,我的名字都是被忽略的那个

XXX和等等。。。我从一开始到最后都是那个“等等”

不管我多努力,他的影子仍然不留余地的把我遮住

我的努力全都因为他的曾经就全都化为乌有

我在暗地里所做的事,没有人肯定

为什么,都是跳过我?我就这么不值得一提吗?

算了吧,他们也不会看到这个日志

牢骚发完了,又要开始继续我的生活了...

恐惧

我害怕,我在惧怕中

我怕改变,离开一个已经熟悉的环境,朋友,生活方式。。。

害怕孤单,害怕自己变成一个自己都不认识的人。。。

<你们为我取题吧>

没有伙伴,没有督导,没有人提醒,我在跌倒

看到那位朋友的成长,他与朋友的分享,让我觉得自己的孤单

曾几何时,团契不再给我这种感觉?

是很希望能在大学里找到这样的伙伴,可是,问问自己,我能成为别人这样的伙伴吗?

不然,对他们也很不公平。。。。

加油!

对别人了这么多次的加油,我想,是时候对自己说声加油...

我觉得,我对自己太残酷了。

我要自己对别人的困难敏感;要自己不要让别人为自己忧虑

要自己去帮忙别人解决问题;要自己让别人觉得自己已经解决好自己的问题了

对别人仁慈;对自己要求很高

我愿意去承担所有人的痛苦,却不愿一人来分担我的烦恼

仍然要对所有的人说声:“加油!”

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

无题

这一次去民都鲁的trip是我最后一次以老师身份做的事了

有开心,有无奈

再一次和学生朋友一起疯,最后一次了。。。

在老师当中,我不是局内人;在学生当中,我也不是一分子

在我有一种不存在感,好像自己是个局外人时,我找了你聊

谢谢你,让我再一次觉得自己存在

现在,渐渐觉得自己在这个环境,这个群体中,失去了功效,在消失当中

谢谢你,荣...

上上下下

昨天,到了民都鲁的similajau国家公园

在jungle trekking时,看到他们在上山的时候比下山的时候容易

在我们一生中,我们都很努力地向上爬,到达高峰

一种很兴奋,很感动的感觉

但是,有没有想过,有一天我们会下来,回到原点,我们是否预备好去经历那段回来的路程?

我们是否已经学好怎样面对这一切?

成功和失败亦如此。

Sunday, May 11, 2008

祂有祂的时间

感恩...又看到一个朋友在出外念书后的改变。

从他的部落格上看到他的改变,看得出他的成长

他是我之前其中一个为他灵命忧虑的人

再一次看见,神在祂的时间要成就大事

祂要的人,魔鬼也不能跟祂抢

祂要做的事,不管怎样都会成就

忧虑什么呢?把一切交给祂就成了

遇到什么事,要面对什么事,怕什么?祂一定会为我们负责

专注在祂身上就好了

何必专注在人与人之间的问题呢?

“先求祂的国和祂的义,这些东西都要加给你了”

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Open Sesame芝麻开门




芝麻开门

为什么要用芝麻呢?为什么要用这么小的东西呢?

芝麻开门,仿佛透过阿里巴巴的故事成为了一个咒语,一个可以打开任何门、任何锁的咒语。

一个用常理所不能打开的门,人生一个无法解决的问题,仿佛可以用这个咒语来handle

芝麻是一种非常细小的豆类。可以把它归为豆类吗?我也不懂,暂且就先这样吧!

小小的芝麻可以打开人所打不开的门

原来,看似很小的人,很卑微的人,可以起很大的功用的。

所以,不要看小任何一个人,也许,他可以带来很大的影响,甚至影响整个世界

更重要的是不要小看自己,不要觉得自己没用,任何一个人在这世上都有自己的价值

也许,你可以带来很大的影响。

至少,你已经为身边的人带来许多的影响了

在你不知道的时候,你已经成为许多人的祝福了

好好在我们的一生中好好做一颗芝麻,在不起眼的地方开启一扇又一扇巨大的门

谢谢

学生,在课堂上我们是师生,在课室外我们是朋友

谢谢你们这两天这样对我,让我觉得跟你们的关系拉近了

Anyway,你们要加油哦!要努力念书哦!

我这个做老师兼朋友的,只能够鼓励你们:认清自己的方向、自己的目标,努力为着它/他/她奋斗。

当我不再当你们的老师时,你们仍然可以联络我,有什么问题都可以找我;有心事,如果你们要的话也可以和我分担,我能帮的我尽量帮咯。

一日为友,终生为友

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

应不应该?

今晚,知道自己被新加坡南洋科技大学(Nanyang Technology University)录取了。

可是,有一种挣扎。

毕竟,要离开大马,出到外国,不是一件容易的事。

环境的转变,制度的改变,人际的变化

其实,曾经祷告过,求神给我一个就够了,最好其他的都不中,我就专心去国立。

可是,仍然让我中了NTU我想念的科系,materials science and engineering

挣扎,大家给我点意见吧?

我在21/5前要给NTU一个回复。虽然七月尾才开课。

希望神赐我智慧吧!因为21/5时,国立大学的录取名单还没出炉...

Saturday, April 26, 2008

再一次面对自己

过去忙碌的一段时间,让我更看懂自己。

不懂我的这种感觉是好还是坏。

忙忙碌碌的日子过得很充实。

但是当我忙好后,突然觉得没有目标,没有事做。

才知道,自己是一个需要(过去的回忆+将来的计划)才能生存。

你要我享受当下,我能够,可是我需要有将来的目标。



也许, 使我有“能者多劳”的观念,所以自己忙碌,感觉上自己好像是“能者”

它让我自我感觉太好,怕自己会跌倒在这里。

不断提醒自己要谦卑,告诉自己我不是一个很棒的人,我能做这一切的事,都是靠神。

我想,我是害怕别人不需要我...

Sunday, April 13, 2008

这段时间...

在这段时间里,我对我学生的感觉,从烦,到关心,到舍不得。特别是对某几个学生。

上帝让我在这段时间里学会什么叫做爱人的灵魂。我关心他们的生命,盼望在我还能够的时候来影响他们,帮助他们。

祂为我安排了这三个月心情的转变,又为我安排了现在这个这么好的机会来帮助他们(mentor-mentee)。可是我却担心他们不愿来让我影响(?)

祂也让我更加勇敢向别人来表达。

担心自己,在一个月半后会舍不得他们。希望他们愿意和我继续联络,让我可以继续帮助他们,同时他们也能让我调整自己。

觉得自己,去到外面,会很想这里,想过去的日子。可是其实想到他们很快也不是原来的状况,也就没那么不舍。

我只希望一件事:他们和我联络,毕竟他们是我第一批,也是最后一批的中学学生。是他们让我的中学临教做得这么开心的。(",)

Monday, March 31, 2008

朋友

刚刚看完了《大雄的恐龙》这部卡通。

看到最后被逼的离别,就感触很深。

想到以前的朋友,现在的朋友,和将来。

以前的朋友已各分东西。

现在的朋友将要各分东西,也许,就像大雄和他的恐龙般吗?分离就是一辈子了吗?

朋友,我会捉紧我们之间的回忆。也许,我有太多的回忆需要去捉。可是,那些都是我不能忘记的回忆。

朋友,不要忘记我,因为我也会努力不忘记你。

朋友,联络吧!不要为了省那几分钱而忘了朋友,因为你我的友情不只值几分钱。

将来不知道有什么机会再见。记得,我的部落格永远让你们留言、问候,甚至把它拿来做交流论坛...

我想将来我会越来越害怕看这种故事或听关于朋友的歌,因为我的感触会越来越多,越来越容易想落泪。(虽然想,可是没落泪喔!)

(",)

Sunday, March 30, 2008

我对朋友的价值观

Today and yesterday, I went to a Sarawak State Junior Leading Boys Camp to help.

At first, I hesitate to go, but finally i went there too.

Actually I'm quite happy for making that decision as that decision brings me new friends.

Only now I realize that, for me, once we are friends, we are friends forever, no matter what happen.

Even if friends turn their back at me, I still consider them as my friends.

Even though some of the friends, I only have the opportunities to meet u for one or two days, u are still my friends.

Even if u hav done or said anything bad about me, u r still my friends

I dun hav so much memory for the bad thing u do to me because I used all of them to remember the time we spent together, the crazy things that we do together, the serious things that we plan together.

Friends, no matter what happen, we r friends.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

人+人=???

人+人=???

这道数学题难倒我了。

很多时候,在人际关系中,我们选择放弃,选择不去在乎。

但是我想,无奈的成分比放弃多吧?

无奈地接受了这份事实吗?

不知道...我自己也没答案...

当出现的问题在他人那里时,为了顾及对方的隐私、心情,所以选择被动,选择等待。

不愿采取主动,不是因为面子问题,是因为担心对方下不了台,对方的感受。

所以,选择了去等待,等待对方想要谈的时候。

这世上就是有一些人,为了别人,愿意去等待,愿意去迁就。

而有些人,却可以若无其事地去让人迁就,让人等待...

也许,这就是所谓的“一个愿打,一个愿挨”吧?

也许,上帝就是这样造了不同的人。

否则的话,所有人都在迁就别人,都在等待别人。

或者,所有人都不愿意迁就别人。

所以说,万事都互相效力,叫爱上帝的人得益处。

在这引用这节经文应该没错喔?

重点是,你们明白我讲什么就好了。

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

感恩

成绩出了,真的出了...

没有我所预料的好,不过也不差多少啦...

讲没有失落是骗人的...只是我知道怎样让自己去接受...

前几天少年主日的敬拜赞美中被一首歌感动,赞美之泉的“勇敢走出去”。

爱上“我并不完美,也并不特别,而袮却是为我舍弃生命的主。
我时常软弱,有时会迷惑,但袮是道路,真理和生命。”

我这个不完美、不特别的人,不管发生什么事,神都爱我,祂是道路、真理和生命。

给我信心去面对我的成绩。

今天看成绩时,由于成绩要到一点半才拿得到,我们就先发短讯去查。

我发短讯前,我一直听着那首“勇敢走出去”,同时来平伏我的心情

终于成绩到我手机了,紧张,但是我告诉自己,不要紧,前面的道路上帝为我安排妥当了,没什么好担心的。

查到成绩,是有些失落。

但是,如果我在我朋友面前说些自己不满意、失望的话,他/她们会更加伤心、难过,更会心理不平衡

而且,他们也不会了解,他们很多都认为他们比我更值得难过,我这算什么

所以,我选择去坚强,不管怎样,我还有上帝陪我嘛!

(其实,我并不坚强的,只是我把焦点转移了)

后来,就慢慢接受了。

不管怎样,感恩,再感恩...

我有个朋友因为成绩差所以想辞掉临教的工,朋友,我想告诉你,为什么神要把你放在临教这个工作上?我不能帮你回答。不过我深深相信祂在你身上定有祂美好的计划,不要轻易放弃啊!

其他的朋友,记得,我们要一起与主“勇敢走出去”!加油!!软弱,迷惑,记得祂是道路,真理和生命!!

“纵然有许多的问题,我也不放弃,袮大能赐给我勇气,我会勇敢走出去!”

成绩要出了

成绩等下就要出了...紧张吗?还好...

毕竟已经预备好面对一切的可能性...

因为我相信,“万事都互相效力,叫爱上帝的人得益处”(罗8:28)

不管我的成绩如何,上帝祂会为我负责,为我安排前面的道路

我更相信,祂的道路高过一切的道路

昨晚,看了“真的恋爱了?”再一次深深感受到上帝的爱高过一切的爱

不管我们遇见什么困难,什么挫折,上帝的爱都在那里陪伴着我们度过

当我们选择只专注在自己身上时,虽然我们看到的是一个受挫折的自己

但是神祂仍然陪在我们身边,在我们的身上看见无数的可能

祂要带领我们一步步走出失败

要记得:
“我并不完美,也并不特别,而袮却是为我舍弃生命的主。
我时常软弱,有时会迷惑,但袮是道路,真理和生命。”(勇敢走出去-专辑:最珍贵的角落,赞美之泉)

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

将来

这段时间,成绩还未出炉,但我们已经开始忧虑。

自己想要什么科系?自己喜欢什么科系?曾经的选择会是自己将来的选择吗?

寻找最适合自己的科系,选择自己有兴趣的科系,又要选择有market的科系。。。

兴趣不多的人,在自己的领域中很容易就找到自己的目标,问题是,我不少兴趣。。。

选择了几样,想从中找到自己前面将来的路,仍然茫然。

只有上帝知道什么是最好的,祂必会为我们预备好前面的路,只要我们顺服祂。。。

今天,不知为何,shell拨了电话给我,可是好像我还没apply什么啊?为什么他们有我电话呢?还是手提呢!

也许,神想对我说什么?也许,这是一条祂为我安排的路?who knows? only HE knows it...

我只有一件事可做,就是顺着祂所带领的,存着信心,一步一步走下去。

Sunday, January 27, 2008

busy me...

in this few weeks, i hav been a very busy person. i am a temporary teacher in sch, tuition teacher in one tuition centre n tuition teacher for form5 n 6 students, who r my frenz. almost hav no time 2 do other thgs. but i see God helping me to hav d wisdom 2 arrange everythg n still get time for myself n my survey on my future....He has His way, i juz hav 2 learn from watever thg i am going through....

thanks for my experince........

After i returned from KL, i am really able to put aside everythg tat stop me from enjoying my life. it's very very good...

Before i went to KL, it was d time when my frenz and i were working very very hard for our stpm. actually, during tat time, we understood why some ppl committed suicide. we found tat it's not impossible. we felt d way they felt. luckily we are more rational^.^

after about a month i have been a temporary teacher in my previous sch, really, i see thg differently. it can b said tat i get an even larger view of the event or incident tat happens in my life compare to b4. ppl grow...

it's a wonderful experience to b wiv teachers n b one of them. i really thank God my Lord for giving me this chance as a teacher. He prepares me for my future, for the sake of helping more ppl n being His tool in this world. there r few teachers tat really influence me a lot. i see that they r really concerning n helping. they always share wiv me about d life, their thought, n so on.

at least, one of the thg tat i learnt is sharing. everyday of sharing makes me used to share or should i say addicted to sharing? that really helps me in sharing d gospel in d future. n also sharing about wat God have done n will do on me....thank God for everythg, for my colleagues who r my teachers, my frenz, my students....