Friday, December 30, 2005
逃避
离婚,因为逃避夫妻的问题
堕胎,因为逃避做父母的责任
离家出走,因为逃避与家人的问题
吸毒,为了逃避现实,享受暂时的快乐
......
越来越多的社会问题产生
这代表着:
越来越多现代人不会解决问题
越来越多现代人不懂得承担责任
他们对自己、对上帝没有信心
对上帝有信心的人,会依靠神来面对困难及挑战
对上帝没有信心,就会企图靠自己来面对一切事
凡事仰望上帝,因他是我们的避难所
天才
现在的天才,读书读到疯
牛顿晚年时说:不论在任何环境中,要持守耶稣基督的恩典和最大的戒命——爱人如己
现在的天才说:我不可以输,无论如何,都要胜过其他人
因为,以前的天才:敬畏神
现在的天才:为荣耀自己而活
“敬畏耶和华是智慧的开端,认识至圣者便是聪明”
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
神哪!我愿顺从你。
我要听从你的话
神哪 我愿顺从你
我要听从你的话
悖逆的心 我愿除掉
顽梗的意念 我愿放下
悖逆的心 我愿除掉
顽梗的意念 我愿放下
前几天,我到了尼亚石洞。在蝙蝠洞中,一片黑暗。如果不用手电筒,是绝对看不见前面的路。但我想用手电筒照到较远的地方时,我看见我接下来要走的路,但是,却让我感到我正在走的路非常难走。然而,当我单单注视着我脚前的路时,虽然我不知道更远的路要怎样走,但我却能够享受我所走的路程。
人的生命当中,同样的,就如蝙蝠洞般,一片黑暗,然而,我们的上帝成为我们的光,为我们照亮前面的路。只要我们愿意信靠他,顺从他的带领,我们必能在我们的生命中靠着他找到出路。如果我们想要靠自己的力量安排前面太远的路时,我们将会觉得现在的路非常难走,非常困难。但是,如果我们愿意将一切都交托神,我们会发现我们不需要烦恼,因为我们的上帝必定为我们预备前面的路。我们可以很享受的信靠他度过每一天!就让我们一起来学习顺服我们的神吧!
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Mayonnaise Jar and 2 cups of coffee
Life is too short to be wasted worrying.
Live it up, enjoy the simple things and you will see how much happier you will be.
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee
Professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.
He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full.
They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full.
The students responded with a unanimous "yes."
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.
"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things
- God
- Family
- Your children
- Your health
- Your friends,
- and your favorite passions things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house, and your car.
The sand is everything else -- the small stuff.
"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.
If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play with your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.
Play another 18.
There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal."
Take care of the golf balls first -- the things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.
The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a cup of coffee with a friend."
So, what should be your golf balls?? pebbles?? sands??
and, who are the friends that you should have a cup of coffee with??
Wish you use your short life wisely
Friday, October 14, 2005
God listens, God speaks
The Pastor had shared about listening to God and obeying the Lord's voice.
The young man couldn't help but wonder,
"Does God still speak to people?"
After service he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message.
Several different ones talked about how God had led them in different ways.
It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home.
Sitting in his car, he just began to pray,
"God...If you still speak to people speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best to obey."
As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strongest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk.
He shook his head and said out loud,
"God is that you?"
He didn't get a reply and started on toward home.
But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk.
The young man thought about Samuel and how he didn't recognizethe voice of God, and how little Samuel ran to Eli.
"Okay, God, in case that is you, I will buy the milk."
It didn't seem like too hard a test of obedience.
He could always use the milk.
He stopped and purchased the gallon of milk and started off toward home.
As he passed Seventh Street, he again felt the urge,
"TurnDownthat street."
This is crazy he thought and drove on past the intersection.
Again, he felt that he should turn down Seventh Street.
At the next intersection, he turned back and headed down Seventh.
Half jokingly, he said out loud,
"Okay, God, I will."
He drove several blocks, when suddenly, he felt like he should stop.
He pulled over to the curband looked around.
He was in semi commercial area of town.
It wasn't the best but it wasn't the worst of neighborhoods either.
The businesses were closed and most of the houses looked darklike the people were already in bed.
Again, he sensed something,
"Go andgive the milk to the people in the house across the street."
The youngman looked at the house.
It was dark and it looked like the people were either gone or they were already asleep.
He started to open the door and then sat back in the car seat.
"Lord, this is insane. Those people are asleep and if I wake them up, they are going to be mad and I will look stupid."
Again, he felt like he should go and give the milk.
Finally, he opened thedoor,
"Okay God, if this is you, I will go to the door and I will give them the milk. If you want me to look like a crazy person, okay. I want to be obedient. I guess that will count for something but if they don't answer right away, I am out of here."
He walked across the street and rang the bell.
He could hear some noise inside.
A man's voice yelled out,
"Who is it? What do you want?"
Then the door opened before the young man could get away.
The man was standing there in his jeans and T-shirt.
He looked like he just got out of bed.
He had a strange look on his face and he didn't seem too happy to have some stranger standing on his doorstep.
"What is it?"
The young man thrust out the gallon of milk,
"Here, I brought this to you."
The man took the milk and rushed down a hallway.
Then from down the hall came a woman carrying the milk toward the kitchen.
The man was following her holding a baby.
The baby was crying.
The man had tears streaming down his face.
The man began speaking and half crying,
"We were just praying. We had some big bills this month and we ran out of money. We didn't have any milk for our baby. I was just praying and asking God to show me how to get some milk."
His wife in the kitchen yelled out,
"I ask him to send an Angel with some. Are you an Angel?"
The young man reached into his wallet and pulled out all the money he had on him and put in the man's hand.
He turned and walked back toward his car and the tears were streaming down his face.
He knew that God still answers prayers.
THIS IS A SIMPLE TEST....
If you believe that God is alive and well, send this to at least ten people!!!!!!!!
This is so true.
Sometimes it's the simplest things that God asks us to do that cause us, if we are obedient to what He's asking, to be able to hear His voice more clear than ever.
Please listen, and obey!
It will bless you(and the world). Phil 4:13
This is an easy test, you score 100 or zero.
It's your choice.
If you aren't ashamed to do this, please follow the directions.
Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before myFather."
Not ashamed Pass this on . . . only if you mean it.
Yes, I do LoveGod.
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Watch the rain
precautions necessary when the roads are wet and slick.
"I Would not Quit" He Said
One day I decided to quit...
I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality...
I wanted to quit my life.
I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.
"God", I said. "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"
His answer surprised me...
"Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"
"Yes", I replied.
"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed.
But I did not quit on the bamboo.
In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed.
But I did not quit on the bamboo." He said.
"In the third year, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed.
But I would not quit.
In the fourth year, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed."
"I would not quit." He said.
"Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant...But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall.
It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive.I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle."
He said to me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots"
"I would not quit on the bamboo. I will never quit on you."
"Don't compare yourself to others." He said. "The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern. Yet, they both make the forest beautiful."
"Your time will come", God said to me. "You will rise high!"
"How high should I rise?" I asked.
"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.
"As high as it can?" I questioned.
"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."
I left the forest and bring back this story.
[a forwarded story to the host]
Do you feel like quiting your life?
Do you feel like quiting everything?
God says He will never leave us, never quit on us...
So we must never quit on ourselves...
Friday, October 07, 2005
God is good
GOD: Angels, do you know what I was just thinking about?
ANGELS: What were You thinking about?
GOD: Christians seem to have forgotten what kind of power they have available and the devil keeps on deceiving them!
ANGELS: God, exactly what are you driving at?
GOD: I have made my children in such a way that when the people of the world is sitting, they would be standing, when the world is standing, they will stand out, when the world stands out, my children must be outstanding and when the devil dares the world to be outstanding, my people will be the standards to be used!
JESUS CHRIST: They (Christians) are also forgetting the words in Ephesians 1:3.
GOD: Please read it out!
ANGEL: PRAISE BE TO THE GOD AND FATHER OF OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST WHO HAS BLESSED US IN THE HEAVENLY PLACES WITH EVERY SPIRITUAL BLESSING IN CHRIST.
ANGEL: So what do we do now since the end is almost near?
HOLY SPIRIT: My Presence is still among men and I will teach and remind the Christians of all that we have discussed.
JESUS CHRIST: I will also keep on interceding for them and stand in for them even in their weaknesses.
GOD: I will also make sure that I give to all those who ask of me, seek me and try to find me, the blessings I have promised them through my son Jesus Christ will be delivered to all those who discover that I, Jehovah, I am ready to bless them! Not because of any special things that they have done, but just because I LOVE THEM!
JESUS CHRIST: I will also give all my followers who are willing to pass this conversation on, enough strength to carry on!
ANGELS: We are all backing THE TRINITY and even the devil cannot stop us! How funny! Christians are finally taking over and .......
DEVIL (eavesdropping behind the gates): I hope you all heard! I will deploy more troops (demons) and make sure the Christians pray less, read their Bibles less, preach less and make sure this mail does not move anywhere! Also.....
I have now pass this message to all of you. I hope if you hear God asking you to pass this message to everyone, just do it. Don't let devil stop you!
God has positive answer - mandarin + english
神有正面答案
God has a positive answer
在一場船難中,唯一的生存者隨著潮水,
漂流到了一座無人島上。
The only survivor of a shipwreck
was washed up on a small, uninhabited island.
他天天激動地祈禱神救他能夠早日離開此處,回到家鄉。
他還每天注視著海上有否可搭救他的人,
但卻是除了汪洋一片,什麼也沒有。
He prayed feverishly for God to rescue him,
and every day he scanned the horizon for help,
but none seemed forthcoming.
後來,他決定用那片帶他到小島的木頭造一個簡陋的小木屋
以保護他在這險惡的環境中生存,並且保存他所有剩下的東西。
Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut
out of driftwood to protect him from the elements,
and to store his few possessions.
但有一天,在他捕完食物後,準備回小屋時,
突然發現他的小屋竟然陷在熊熊烈火之中,
大火引起的濃煙不斷向天上竄。
But then one day, after scavenging for food,
he arrived home to find his little hut in flames,
the smoke rolling up to the sky.
最悲慘的是:他所有的一切東西,在這一瞬間,
通通化為烏有了。悲痛的他,氣憤的對天吶喊著:
「神啊!你怎么可以這樣對待我!」
頓時,眼淚從他的眼角中流出。
The worst had happened; everything was lost.
He was stunned with grief and anger.
"God, how could you do this to me!" he cried.
第二天一早,他被一艘正靠近小島的船隻的鳴笛聲所吵醒。
是的,有人來救他了。
Early the next day, however, he was awakened
by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island.
It had come to rescue him.
到了船上時,他問那些船員說:「你怎麼知道我在這裡?」
"How did you know I was here?"
asked the weary man of his rescuers.
「因為我們看到了信號般的濃煙。」他們回答說。
"We saw your smoke signal," they replied.
人在碰到困難時,很容易會沮喪。
不過,無論受到折磨或者痛苦,都不用因此失去信心,
因為上帝一直在我們心裡面做著奇妙的工作。
It is easy to get discouraged when things are going bad.
But we shouldn't lose heart, because God is at work in our lives,
even in the midst of pain and suffering.
記著:當下一次你的小木屋著火時,
那可能只是上帝美妙恩典的表徵而已。
Remember, next time your little hut is burning to the ground
it just may be a smoke signal that summons the grace of God.
在所有我們所認為負面的事情,上帝都是有正面答案的。
For all the negative things we have to say to ourselves,
God has a positive answer.
你說:「那是不可能的。」
上帝說:「在人所不能的事,在神卻能。」(路 18:27)
You say: "It's impossible"
God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
你說:「我累了。」
上帝說:「我讓你休息。」(太11:28-30)
You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
你說:「沒有人愛我。」
上帝說:「我愛你。」(約 3:16 & 約 3:34)
You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34)
你說:「我做不下去了。」
上帝說:「我的恩典夠你支持下去。」(林後 12:9 & 詩 91:15)
You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)
你說:「我想不通。」
上帝說:「我引領你前行。」(箴 3:5-6)
You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)
你說:「我做不到。」
上帝說:「你什麼都做得到。」(腓 4:13)
You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
你說:「我不配。」
上帝說:「你配。」(林後 9:8)
You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
你說:「這麼做不值得。」
上帝說:「做了,你馬上就會覺得值得了。」 (羅 8:28)
You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28)
你說:「我無法原諒自己。」
上帝說:「我原諒你。」 (約壹 1:9 & 羅 8:1)
You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
你說:「我是窮苦的。」
上帝說:「我供應你一切所需。」 (腓 4:19)
You say: "I'm poor"
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
你說:「我害怕。」
上帝說:「我並沒有給你一個恐懼的靈。」 (提後 1:7)
You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
你說:「我常常在擔憂、受挫。」
上帝說:「放下你的重擔,我為你承擔。」 (彼後 5:7)
You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)
你說:「我信心不足。」
上帝說:「我給了每個人相同的信心。」(羅 12:3)
You say: "I don't have enough faith"
God says: I've given everyone a measure of faith (Romans 12:3)
你說:「我不夠聰明。」
上帝說:「我給你智慧。」 (林後 1:30)
You say: "I'm not smart enough"
God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)
你說:「我是孤單的。」
上帝說:「我永遠不會捨棄你的。」 (來 13:5)
You say: "I feel all alone"
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)
也许,
你的生命正面对困难。
Maybe,
you are now facing difficulties.
也许,
你感到无助。
Maybe,
you feel helpless.
不要忘记,
我们的上帝永不离弃我们!
Never forget,
our God will never leave us!
Sunday, September 25, 2005
He pick us
He pick us.
Jesus pick us 2 b christian in this world.
He pick us 2 b used by Him.
Since He is d one who pick us, y still, some of us do not wan 2 accept it????
U know, there r someone in d world who never heard of gospel in their life, so they can't believe.
So, dun decline d invitation sent by Jesus.
Let Him b ur King.
Butterfly in d rain
结果
Saturday, September 24, 2005
THE POWER OF LOVE
The next morning Miss Watson, long-time missionary, drove across the bridge in her car to take a Christmas basket of food to a needy Korean family. On her way back, as she got near the bridge, the car sputtered and died - out of gasoline. She got out of the car and started across the bridge. Through crunching snow under her feet she heard another sound - a baby's faint cry. She stopped, unbelieving, and heard the cry again. "It's coming from beneath this bridge!" She crawled under the bridge to investigate and there she found a tiny, bundled baby, warm but hungry, and young Bak Yoon frozen in death. With a knife from her toolbox she cut the cord and took the baby home with her. After caring first for the child, she, along with some helpers, brought Bak Yoon's body back to near where she lived and buried her there. She named the baby Soo Park, and adopted him. He was strong and healthy and so grew up among many other orphan children that Miss Watson cared for. But to her, Soo Park was special. She often told him, "Your mother had great love for you, Soo Park," and about how she had proved that love. He never tired of hearing of his beautiful mother.
On Christmas day, his 12th birthday, snow was falling. After the children had helped Soo Park celebrate his birthday, he came and sat beside Miss Watson. "Mother Watson, do you think God made your car run out of gasoline the day you found me?" he asked. "Perhaps He did," she answered. "If that car hadn't stopped, I would not have found you. But I am so glad it stopped. I love you and am very proud of you, Soo Park." She put her arms around him. He rested his head against her. "Mother Watson, will you please take me out to my mother's grave? I want to pray there. I want to thank her for my life." "Yes, but put on your heavy coat. It's very cold." Beside the grave, Soo Park asked Mother Watson to wait at a little distance. She walked aside and waited. As the astonished missionary watched, the boy began to take off his warm clothing, piece by piece. Surely he won't take off all his clothing! she thought. He'll freeze! But the boy stripped himself of everything, laid it all on his mother's grave, and knelt naked and shivering in the snow. She waited one minute, two minutes. Then she put her gloved hand on his snow covered shoulder. "Come, Soo Park. Your mother in Heaven sees how much you love her. I will help you dress." Then in deep sorrow he cried out to the mother he never knew: "Were you colder than this for me, my mother?" And he wept bitterly because he knew of course, she was.
Jesus stripped himself of his royal garments to come and live among us. Was he that cold for us? Surely we never have to wonder if he loves us, or even how much he loves us. He demonstrated that to us nearly 2000 years ago. Celebrate in his love.
Jesus's love can change ur life if u r willing 2 accept it. He loves us, He sacrifice himself on d cross 2 get rid of our sins. Let Him b d one who has d right 2 lead ur life!!!
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God won't ask
God won't ask the square footage of your house, but He'll ask how many people you welcomed into your home.
God won't ask about the clothes you had in your closet, but He'll ask how many you helped clothe.
God won't ask what your highest salary was, but He'll ask if you compromised your character to obtain it.
God won't ask what your job title was, but He'll ask if you performed your job to the best of your ability.
God won't ask how many friends you had, but He'll ask how many people to whom you were a friend.
God won't ask in what neighborhood you lived, but He'll ask how you treated your neighbors.
God won't ask about the color of your skin, but He'll ask about the content of your character.
God won't ask why it took you so long to seek Salvation, but He'll lovingly take you to your mansion in heaven, and not to the gates of Hell.
God won't ask how many people you forwarded this to, but He'll ask if you were ashamed to pass it on to your friends.
..... I know I wasn't.
Take Care and God Bless
God's Love
John, was just like any other ordinary man who had a family,consisting of him, his wife, Jenna, and his son David.
John had only 1 job n his job was to watch out for the train n when it is time, he must operate the controler to allow the door bridge down for the train to travel from one end to the other end of the town.
He did this to support his family while his wife collects rubbish for recycle.
They were still enjoying their life and had many happy moments together although they had a simple life.
However, not before long, his wife was infected with an unknown disease n she past away soon after living only john n david behind.
John was so sad that he cried himself to bed every night.
A year past by and john was still haunted by the death of his beloved wife.
One day, as usual, john had to continue with his job and david too was there with him.
John told David not to run around as he had to stand by watching for the train.
He was in deep thoughts flashing back the good old memories they once had.
Soon, John was alarmed by the presence of the train and at that moment he realised that david wasnt there.
He looked down from the control tower that was far from the bridge n saw David playing at the spot where the door bridge was meant to be.
John, quickly shouted at David to come back as the train was reaching n he had to let down the bridge.
For some reason,David was too happy playing alone n he didnt hear his father shouting desperately for him.
John got so nervous that he shouted with all his might n still,david didnt hear him.
John knew his duty that he must let down the bridge or many more will die as the train could not stop in such urgency!
He screamed n screamed to David n at the same time the train was getting closer, it was too noisy for him to hear.
The passenger of the train was getting nervous not been able to see the door bridge n John was given signal to let down the bridge.
Everybody on board the train was shouting,'John, John, let the bridge down!"
John, with tears rolling down his cheeks,he knew that he had to press the controller sacrificing his ONE and ONLy son.
3seconds.....2.......1.......he cried and closed his eyes which he couldnt bare to see, he activated the bridge and it was let down,sacrificing David.
The passenger just thanked john like any other day when he let down the bridge..
Guys n girls, the Lord was so loving that he sacrifice his 1 n only son to us as human eventhough we do not deserve it.
We are like the passengers, asking only the needs that are meant for ourselves n for our own sake.
But god, that is so merciful and loving, had to sacrifice his Son,Jesus Christ to wash away our sins.
Jesus Christ was beaten and bruised till no one, even his own mother could ever recognise.
He was then crucified on the cross for our sins.
N every drop of his blood, that droped from his body was used to wash away our guilty stains n sins...how great is the Lord..
樹和葉子
倘若你愛上一個人,千萬別裝作無所謂毫不在乎,愛情,玩不起心理戰呀!
趕快跟你的他表白吧!
>樹
會叫樹的原因,是因為我擅長畫水彩畫,最愛畫樹,久而久之,我的畫作右下方索性以一棵樹來代表我。
高中三年交過五個女朋友,有一個女孩子,我很愛她,卻遲遲不敢追,她沒有美麗的面孔,>沒有姣好的身材,沒有撩人的魅力,一個再平凡不過的女孩子。
我喜歡她,真的真的很喜歡她,喜歡她的單純,她的直率,她的可愛,她的智障,她的脆弱。
不追她的原因,也許是潛意識覺得平凡如她配不上我;也許是因為怕在一起後,一切的好感都會消失;也許是怕外人的指指點點傷害了她;也許是覺得,她會是我的,不用急著為了她而放棄一切。
最後這個原因,讓她陪了我三年,讓她看著我和別的女孩子廝混了三年,讓她心痛了三年。
她很想當一個好演員,但我卻像一個嚴苛的導演。
我和第二個女朋友在廁所接吻,被她撞見,她尷尬的笑笑說:「Go ~ >on!」然後跑掉。
第二天,她眼睛腫得像核桃一樣,我故意不去猜想是誰讓她哭成這樣,嘲笑了她一天,她在所有人都回家後,在教室哭了起來, 她不知道練球回來拿東西的我,看了她一個多小時。
我的第四個女朋友,一直很不喜歡她,有次她們兩個吵了起來,我知道依她的個性不會去惹事,但我還是護著女朋友,她被我吼了一下後,愣住,眼淚滑了下來,我無視她的眼淚,陪女友走出教室。
第二天, 她依舊嘻嘻哈哈的和我開玩笑,我知道她很難過,但她不會知道我的心不比她好受。
當我和第五個女朋友分手時,我約她出去玩。
玩了一天,我對她說:「我有事要對妳說。」
她說:「真巧,我也有事要對你說。」
「我和她分手了。」
「我和他在一起了。」
我知道「他」是誰, 他追她也有一陣子了,是個蠻可愛的男孩子,活潑有趣,充滿了熱情,追她追得滿城風雨。
我不能表現自己的心痛,只能笑笑地恭喜她。
但當我回到家,心中的痛楚強烈得令我無法承受,像有個千斤重的石頭壓在我胸口,我無法呼吸,想大叫卻叫不出來,眼淚竟然滑了下來,我掩面大哭,多少次,我也看著她為了那個不願承認的人掩面大哭。
畢業典禮時,我在手機上發現了一封簡訊。
這是十天前,我掩面大哭時傳來的,只是我一直沒有去開過機。
「葉子的離開,是因為風的追求,還是樹的不挽留。」
> 葉子
高中時,喜歡蒐集葉子,
why?
因為我覺得,一片葉子要離開它長期依賴的樹,好勇敢哩!
高中三年,我和一個男孩子很好,不算男女朋友那種好,是好朋友那種好。
但是,在他交第一個女朋友時, 我學會了一種不該有的感覺,吃醋,心中的酸,不是一顆檸檬可以比喻,那就像是100顆臭酸的檸檬,酸到不行。
他們只在一起兩個月。
當他們分手,我還得掩飾自己心中強烈的喜悅。
但是一個月後,他和另一個女孩子在一起。
我喜歡他,也知道他喜歡我,可是,他為什麼總是不追我呢?明明喜歡彼此,為什麼不行動?
每當他交一個女朋友,我就心痛一次,一次又一次的打擊,讓我不禁懷疑,是我一廂情願嗎?
不愛我,為什麼要對我那麼好?
他對我的好,已經不是普通朋友可以做到。
喜歡一個人,好難過, 我可以清楚的知道他的喜好,他的習慣,唯獨他對我的感覺,我猜不透,難道要我這個女孩子去開口嗎?
儘管如此,我還是想在他身邊,關心他,陪他,愛他。
也許算是一種等待的行為,等待他回來愛我,就像每天晚上等他的電話,等他的簡訊,我知道,就算他再忙,也會撥出一些時間給我。
這樣的等待,陪了我三年,等待是難熬的,是令人想放棄的,但等到的那一剎那,讓人第二天會繼續等下去。
這樣的煎熬, 這樣的痛苦,這樣的幸福,這樣的矛盾,陪了我三年。
直到三年級下學期,高二一個學弟喜歡上我。
每天的熱情追求,令我從一開始的拒絕,漸漸願意挪出我心房的一些位置給他。
他像一陣溫柔而持久的風,撩撥我這片搖搖欲墜的葉子。
到最後,我發現我已經不想只留一點點的位置給這陣風。
我知道這陣風,會帶我這片傷痕累累的葉子,到更幸福的地方。
於是我離開了樹,樹只是笑笑,沒有挽留。
「葉子的離開,是因為風的追求,還是樹的不挽留。」
>風
因為我喜歡的女孩子叫葉子,因為她有一棵令她依戀的樹,所以我要當一陣風,一陣呵護她的風。
第一次看見她,是高二我轉來一個月後的事,個子小小的她坐在球場旁,一雙眼凝視著同和我在球場的學長。
每天的社團時間,她總會坐在那裡,一個人,和朋友,她的眼光依舊凝視著他。
當他和女孩子打打鬧鬧,她的眼中有淚。
當他看向她,她的眼中有笑。
看她成了我的習慣,就像她愛看他。
有一天她沒來,我心中沒來由的焦慮與不安,我無法解釋那種感覺,除了不安,還是不安,而且那學長竟然也不在。
我衝去他們教室,躲在外面,看著學長罵她,她的眼淚,他的離去。
第二天,她依舊坐在場邊,看著他,我走過去,對她笑一笑,拿了張紙條給她,她先是驚訝的看著我,然後笑笑地收下。
隔天,她拿著紙條出現在我面前,然後離開。
「葉子的心太沉重,風吹不動。」
「不是葉子的心太沉重,是葉子根本就不想離開樹。」
我回給她這段話後,她漸漸會和我說話,收我的禮物,接我的電話。
我知道她喜歡的不是我,但我還是有毅力一定要讓她喜歡上我。
四個月內我告白了不下20次,每一次她都轉移話題。
但我還是不會放棄,我決定要的人,我就一定會給它追過來!
一直到不知道第幾次的告白,出了口,雖然知道她一定會又說到別的事,但還是有一絲絲希望她的答應,沒想到她都不說話。
「妳在幹嘛?怎麼不說話?」我對著話筒說。
「我在點頭。」
「啊?」我不敢相信自己的耳朵。
「我在點頭!」她大聲叫。
我甩掉電話,匆匆披上一件衣服,上了機車,衝去她們家按門鈴。
當她開門的那一剎那,緊緊抱住她。
「葉子的離開,是因為風的追求,還是樹的不挽留。」
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今天,在我做完了功课时,我想造那本簿子。但我发现那本簿子不在它应在的地方。当时我很紧张,因为还有一些重要的东西我也写在里面。我找来找去都找不到。我担心它不见了。
祷告,我想。我就祷告。结果,一祷告好,我就在它原来的位置找到了它!
就是这么奇妙。生活中发生的一些小事,我们就能体会到神的带领,大能。只要我们愿意寻求,神就会让我们寻见。
让我们继续在生活中经历神,体验神吧!